Yes I am still alive

Hello to all of my blog readers (all 5 of you). I know I have not blogged in a while but who wants to document there life when it is no fun. Well the kids and I are still living with my parents and my divorce should be finial by the end of this month. I have more good days then bad now and I am looking forward to starting school in the fall to get my teaching degree. Eddie is not paying child support and is living with his now fiancee and her two kids. Mom is doing good except for today she had a biopsy on a spot on her leg that will not heal as they think it is either cancer or an ulcer. The kids are doing pretty good they still do not grasp all of what has happened or why but have come to just except that this how life is now. I have found that on the weekends that the kids go to their dad's I have to keep busy or I miss and worry about them. I have also been drawn closer to my faith thur all of this, God has a future planned for me and it is beautiful I just have to get thru today and tomorrow will come on its own.